Today was one of the hardest days of my life, why did you make us say goodbye to you so soon. You had so much potential, you were so full of life. You were an amazing human being. I'm so sorry that you needed to leave us. Every single person that was at your funeral today loved you. Whether they new you for a day or for a decade.
I've know you since you were year seven. Why didn't you ever tell me you went to Aldercourt? All this time i thought you just went to Rowellyn... Maybe that's a memory that hasn't come back to me yet.
Remember when I got really upset and you and Sam came and picked me up from Frankston because everyone was being arseholes that night, and you drove because Sam knew I needed her help but she was too drunk to drive, and you didnt even have your license yet lol.
Ohhh and I was looking at my graduation T shirt, knowing that you wrote on it, searching all over it then hanging it back up dissapointed, only to see "KELSO WAS HERE '06" scribbled right in the middle, made me smile :).
You know I finally got to cry to day, in the most public of all places. Sorry, I know you wouldn't have wanted that. I wish I could have got one last hug off you...
I can't begin to imagine what you were feeling, you must have been struggling, but in a way i am glad that you're not hurting anymore.
Love you Ash... rest in peace xo.
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