slowly learning

To keep my big mouth shut

Not aiming my anger at the ones closest to me

Drink less, or more wisely. I AM realising when to slow down lately

Don't become used by my friends because I think they might appreciate it if I help them out, because lets face it, they rarely ever do
Know who my real friends are
Appreciate what i have
Love the only guy thats ever cared for me this much
Laugh everything off thats not worth caring about
Stop worrying about silly little things
Stop thinking about what could have been and just be happy with what is and will be.

I will never learn. I need to learn.
And if I dont, I will surely lose everything thats ever had a shred of meaning to me.